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  1. #1
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    Jul 2011
    Sacramento, CA
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    Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.

    This is a story about two friends and the Baltimore Ravens.

    I count many of you my good friends, even if we only communicate digitally. But I would like to share a story with you.

    10 years ago, I started work at a small coal consulting firm. There I met Noah, he worked part time doing data entry. Noah fought muscular dystrophy and succumbed to it this week at the age of 31.

    Throughout the years he and I were the only two Ravens fans in the building. For reasons unknown, his brother and father were Jets fans. No one is perfect right? The rest of the office was peppered with Redskins fans, an Eagle fan, a Dolphin fan, a Bucs fan, and an Indy fan (he really had issues).

    That being said, Noah and I would talk for hours about the Ravens. He had knowledge about the team like Stephen Hawking knows physics. Most people did not know how much he knew, I did. People knock football for a lot of things, but sometimes it is a binding force, a source of joy, even when your team loses and there is little to be happy about in life, there is always next week, next year. Hope springs eternal in the NFL.

    Few years back, I used to be a blogger here. Noah loved my crazy takes, and in time I would discover there was some medical reason for the crazy in me. As time wore on, our company was sold into another company, Noah eventually retired, and we saw each other less and less. This is not uncommon for co-workers, but our bond was the Ravens. We were Ravens brothers together.

    To my regret, I missed going to games with him, or even making it to his house to watch a game when I had the opportunity. It weighs heavy on me today and will for a while.

    I became busy with life as many of you know that included major surgery, divorce, and three concussions inside of 45 days. It was a miracle I made it through and in my darkest hour I thought of how tough my friend Noah was. Battling muscular dystrophy like it was a mosquito and he was a mountain. Just knowing him made me never give up.

    As I reinvented my life, I slowly disconnected from a lot of social media, blogging, and became a bit of a hermit. I kept up less with Noah, but he would read my posts here and sometimes when we had the chance we would chat online. I do not believe he had an account here at RSR (Ravens24x7), he was more of a lurker. Which is fine as there are plenty of them.

    When I heard the news he was gone, a shadow passed over my heart. All of you reading this know how hard it is to find knowledgable fans. Even our own fanbase is peppered with morons, but the bulk of people reading this are some of the smartest NFL fans in the world. We know as much about other teams as we do the Ravens, we do not have tunnel vision. Neither did Noah, he was on top of the NFL. I wished he would have posted here so you could have known what I did. A diehard fan with knowledge is a rare thing we all agree on. Even when we disagree!

    So Saturday there was a memorial gathering for Noah at the Annapolis Maritime Museum (the Peoples Republic of Eastport). I am not one for ceremony, it does something to me, so I showed up after that part. I am sure it was touching, but I have been in the company of death so much as a child I prefer to wait for the celebrating of life.

    When I walked in his brother Woody was in foyer, greeting late arrivers like myself, and saying goodbye to those who couldn't stay for the party. I wore my original old school Ray Lewis Jersey, the first I ever bought and the one I wore to every game. Woody and I embraced and he told me I was the best dressed for Noah and he was somewhere smiling.

    Eventually I found Jeff, his father deeper in the crowd and he asked if I had gone over to see Noah's wheelchair. There, with his Oriole gear was his Suggs Jersey proudly displayed. I really didn't give it much thought how it was going to effect me. Seeing all these people, nice day dresses, casual for friends, a few ties or jackets, and me in my Ray Lewis Jersey looking at my friends empty wheelchair with his Suggs Jersey. Noah and I were separated, but being the only two Ravens fans representing, we were more together than anyone else at that memorial. I had to walk out on a pier away from everyone to cry, like I said, I am no longer good at this.

    Later on Jeff invited me back to his house for an after party. I met a few of Noah's friends and relatives, but honestly I only knew Woody, Jeff, and a few coworkers who showed up. Noah was well loved without a doubt and I never had cause to believe my presence in his life would make that big a difference. Truth was, he made a bigger difference in mine and he never knew it.

    Regrettably I felt compelled not to attend the final ceremony, I felt his closest family and friends needed to be together, my bit was done, it is my way. So I asked Woody before I left the party could he place something with Noah for me. Woody's reply: "Of course, what is it?" I took my Ray Lewis Jersey off and gave it to him, we embraced one last time and I had to leave, fighting my tears like I know I shouldn't, but it is a bad habit. I made my way out.

    Today, I received a text from Woody: "This will be with him forever."

    I guess no matter where you are, you cannot outrun your own tears. They found me despite not being there and they found me again at this writing.

    So all my Russell Street Report friends, I say goodbye to my friend, Noah Watkins he was a Ravens Nation Brother like no other. He may have been the quietest voice at our stadium, but his heart, courage, and love of our team was second to none.

    Jeff, Woody, and myself are planning to attend a Ravens game and we will be thinking of Noah and cheering the team on in his place. Sometimes football is what binds us.

    Peace and love to you my friends and let someone know you care about them, you may never have another chance.

    - Oliver Kruszka (former RSR blogger)

  2. #2
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    Oct 2007

    Re: Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.

    I am sorry for the loss of your friend. He sounds like he was a great person. This is why I love sports and the Ravens...the relationships it helps forge that, more than likely, otherwise would not have taken place. We lost a brother today...but he lives on in your memory and in Ravens Nation. I wish him safe travels "Into the West".
    Master of 'Gifs for dummies'

    "The world called for wetwork, and we answered. No greater good. No just cause." - Kazuhira Miller

  3. #3
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    Nov 2008
    San Antonio, TX

    Re: Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.

    Man... made the hair stand up on my arms. Sorry for you loss, but that was one of the best "heart on your sleeve" writings I've ever read. RIP Noah.
    "This has got to be the longest quarter EVER for New England"

  4. #4
    Great story, captain. I felt it because of what you wrote but also because I recently lost a great friend who I knew because of baseball. There are several parallels between your story and mine so it hit home doubly.

    As my friend used to say "be well."

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    Re: Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.

    The Ravens are indeed a uniting force. A tribe, a city, and those other elite fans across the globe comes together breaking down racial, social, and other barriers. I really do believe that we are elite.

    Sorry for the loss.
    Last edited by alienstar; 07-26-2015 at 09:10 PM.

  6. #6
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    Jan 2010
    Westminster (FORMER Training Camp)

    Re: Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.


    Thanks for sharing and for leaving yourself open emotionally to the Board. It is touching and I am sure everyone can appreciate the story. Your reflections hit home for all of us who have lost a Ravens Fan and now can only toast them before games.

    I hope that by sharing your pain with us it can lighten the weight on you. We all rely on our blood-family, but sometimes can reach out to our pigskin-family, too. My sympathies to you.
    Captain Offense

  7. #7
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    Aug 2009
    Wilton, CT
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    Re: Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.

    Wonderful tribute to one of our own. My thoughts are with all of Noah's friends and family. Thank you for sharing. It's important that we always remember those in the Ravens family.

  8. #8
    Join Date
    Feb 2012
    Ottawa, Ontario, Canada

    Re: Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.

    Silver, amazing write up. It's amazing how a story involving two people you have never met can effect you, but this one sure did. I am very sorry for your loss, but just remember it isn't goodbye, it's see you later.

    RIP Noah.
    “It’s not whether you get knocked down; it’s whether you get up.”
    – Vince Lombardi

    Twitter: @ColeJacksonRSR

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    Re: Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.

    It's amazing how all the crap in my life that felt so large before reading this now suddenly seems so small. Beautiful tribute, Cap.
    "Not bad for a running back."

  10. #10
    Join Date
    Sep 2006
    Glen Burnie, MD

    Re: Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.

    Thank you for sharing, Captain. It is truly amazing how something like common love for a sports team can bring people from any background together and forge a friendship and bond like no other. I know I've made some great friends because of RSR and its previous incarnations, friends that have become like family. My sincerest condolences to you. Sending my prayers to Noah's friends and family.

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    Re: Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.

    This was one of the most beautiful tributes I have ever read. Thank you for sharing your story and your emotions.

  12. #12
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    Jun 2011
    New York City
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    Re: Farewell: The Strongest Person and Biggest Raven Fan - Noah Watkins.

    (R)est (I)n (P)eace Noah. We sometimes take life for granted, then come across a person who has suffered through something I personally probably could not bear. Cap'n, your testimonial was a fitting acknowledgement of a young man taken before his time :( ... Bc


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